Realities still unseen
In a nightmare called a dream
You hold my hand and let me rest
I hear your heart as I lay upon your chest
Where are you now but a thousand miles away?
Gone to me like yesterday
Try as I might daily to forget
These dreams I can’t regret
Not memories, nor hidden desire
What is it then that my mind chooses to conspire?
Not out of sight out of mind
These dreams in reality make me blind
For during the hours of daylight
I think of dreams in the night
Here we are though you’re long gone
Always to awake forlorn
How could you comfort me in my sleep and murder me with your memory as I wake
These secrets I must keep or my happiness forsake
Why does my mind choose to trouble me so?
Are these really projections from your saddened soul?
Could it be
That you miss me
And our hearts still feel each others pain
Even though so much has changed
Was our connection so intense it made you scared?
Or is this all in my head as I’ve always feared
My rest is unmerciful my heart unstill
These memories are a test of my will
Unholy fabrications that tear at my sanity
Why can’t I erase you from my memory?