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Closure
Its one of those things we dream about and long for and even often times live in a world of denial to hold off on and to think that we will once again rise out of the ashes and all will be right. Then one day it all becomes numbing ... denial turns to indifference... and true joy is no longer sought out instead replaced by living one blissfull moment followed by bouts of unexplainable depression till the next fix comes along. Just when you think you've coped and you can live in a world where happiness is a fleeting emotion something comes along and makes u spin off your axis. And here you are again embarking on a journey even tho ur not quite sure u made it to the end of ur first one. Still you hurdle forward and before you know it you find that self u lost along the way and it seems like smooth sailing from here on out. Then an overwhelming fear comes over you but u proceed full speed ahead until there is an abrupbt halt and you are thrown for a loop. The past with its good old reliable pattern of repetition starts to creep in around your sunny future casting shadows and doubts. The familiar darkness beckons to you and those old habits that die hard begin to sing song their way like a familiar tune that becomes stuck in your head. Your worlds colide the room begins to spin and as the colors swirl you hit the ground with a painful thud your eyes flicker in an attempt to adjust to the light and you reach your hand out into the unknown and brush the cobwebs away and with it only a moments hesitance a final pang of sorrow and a lump of mild regret forms in your throat that you quickly swallow... and with that you have what is formally reffered to as closure... sadly closure isnt always comfort... and it carries a sting all its own!
