Life's Sorrow

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2002 Poetry

I sit in the dark and hear the bubbling of the heat,

outside the cold winds blow.

My life's been hard but what can you do,

it's the only one that's been given to me.



I can count on one hand the friends I've made.

Because I haven't made it easy

for people to get close and to know how I tick,

as well as me to understand just who they are.



I now pay the price of closing my heart,

with only these four walls to hear my sorrow.

The years have passed with just me and the booze,

and the battle I lost long ago.



I thought I was tough and only needed myself,

so here I am old and completely alone.

Waiting for my choices to take me to the inevitable,

which will find no one to mourn or visit my grave.



I like to think if I could do it again,

my life would be so much better.

For over the years I've finally learned,

you have to give to have it returned.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

One morning I was sitting on my bed and could hear the hot water rising up through the heating pipes and the first line of this came into my head.  Non-rhyming poetry comes very hard for me.  With rhyming verse I find the search for the rhyme somewhat controls the direction of the piece.  When you take that away I really have to write from within.  I like the results.  I must try to write more of it.


This poem has been selected for publication by the The International Library of Poetry in their spring 2003 publication.

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