Flammable

love.. It's lost it's meaning.. i don't know what to do..

when you look at me I feel like I'm see through, I feel so hollow inside,I can't even look at you,it's insane I'm in love with how much I hate you,it makes me sick to know I can't escape you, it's a cycle that make me feel like a psycho,you say I make you feel like you're walking on eggshells,I'm hanging by the thread of a tight rope ,I can't even breathe when we're in the same room,I start to choke,when you start screaming I can feel fire building in the back of my throat,propane sleeping in flames waiting to explode,I love it when you look at me and try to walk away,the bruisea we give each other will leave if you promise to stay,black eyes disappear behind make up and another day,away, keep pushing me away,tell me not to come closer and throw all of my clothes on our bed,tell me you wish I'd just go ahead and drop dead,who said love bleeds red,from here it looks black and blue,I don't mean to yell at you,anger and and alcohol is no excuse, its the only way I can get through to you,we,be both fired so many rounds, i guess this time I'm not bullet proof,it's crazy how crazy I feel,like a serial killer stalking someone for a cheep thrill,if this isn't true love then I guess love isn't real..

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