You always were in the back of my mind
But then it grew into an amazing love
A love that accepted all of you
And hid the tears I cried
And even after you severed our ties
I still held on to the hopes
At one time I thought I had climbed out of the pool
Only to slip back in when I looked in your eyes
I was even sure it had happened again And that the nightmares of you were dead
All because of him who has always been there
Starting to feel that my destiny lies with him
So why can't I even tell you about him?
Why must I always get sucked back in by you??
You're my weakness
And try as I may to move on from you and expire this love
It doesn't last
And I just can't help it