With an overactive mind
And a heart longing to be fulfilled
I was just a wild one, only nineteen
Wondering then "if it ever will"
I spoke of "super" girls and broken windows,
Car crashes and weddings,
Once upon a times, diamonds galore,
But the one thing I wasn't betting
That more than a decade later
I'd find myself here, wide awake at 1 a.m.
Thinking about life, revisiting this site
And putting it to paper once again
My life isn't what I thought it would be
Nowhere near what I had hoped
Times have changed, and so have I
It's so much better now than I could ever "know"
Would I go back in time, if given the chance
To change what I have done
To introduce myself to the former me
And tell me what direction I should run
The answer would be, no, I'm great where I'm at
with my wife, my daughters, my son
It has taken years to accomplish the things that I have
The silly, the not, and the loved
All these things have shaped me,
Led me down a path I call my own
At the end of the day, when the sun draws near
All I can think about is home