To admit what I've done wrong
To understand that it was me
To realize what should've happened
And if so, what and how it could be
To know how I hurt you
To feel that pain inside
To break down when ur not here
And when I do see you, I can't help but die
A little more on the inside
Although my exterior shows nothing
The feeling that overtakes me
Means a little more than something
So no matter where you're at,
Who you're with or where you'll be
I'm not okay,
I wasn't ever, and nor will I ever be
The truth is, dear
I thought I could be tough
But the times you cross my mind make me see
That I'll never be strong enough