She stands before me warm and perfumed
With the loveliest thought my mind's consumed
Her breath is light and her flaxen hair feathered
Passing through dreams in dry hot weather
Nighttime is sweet when her aura is there
I long for sleep when she will appear
Each day is full of plans and activity
But evening brings a dark empty cavity
When I shut my eyes my mind expands
I forget all knowledge of where I stand
I'm no longer conscious of all that I'm not
She clears my head when I'm distraught
But if dreams are the yearnings of an unconscious mind
I'll need some direction for I'm pleasantly blind
I just can't seem to find her when I'm awake
Her eyes are just as clean as a forest lake
Below clean soft bangs that frame her face
My memory is vivid and won't be erased
And my longings will never be curbed
The pureness of my vision undisturbed
And yet each night as these dreams persist
It's sad to think she may not exist
So if somehow she's just fabricated
I wish those dreams to be eradicated
Why should those fantasies continue
And tender soft scenarios ensue
If ultimately they come to an end
I want for nothing but sober thoughts
Free from illusions of what I'm not