8-7-03
I wish I could die
I wish I could die
And wipe away
The tears of
Agony
That have been
My life
Since, I can't
Even remember when,
If only I knew there was
A heaven waiting for me,
I know there is a heaven
I'm sorry God for the Blasphemy
If I could be forgiven
For all of YOUR sins
You evil fucking world
Would that make ME
Any better?
And less fucking insane?
Filled to the brim with
Thoughts
Of suicide, death, and
My own blood and pain?
Would you unchain me?
From the room I have
Created
For my own undoing
You call it life
I say asylum
Fuck you world!
You leave me here
I'm still crying
And dieing
For ever here,
Alone
i would tori and God would miss your beautiful self adorning his earth. stay with Him