‘IMMORTAL’ I WANNA BE

 

‘IMMORTAL’ I WANNA BE

Butcher me and get my heart out,

For it doesn’t do me any good!

I don’t need it anymore,

As the eagles need it to be pecked!

 

The incredible excitement that you brought,

And the feelings that it bore;

They never gonna go,

As they are part of my heart!

 

Infidels wanna me to forget,

I never gonna do;

Forgive me, you wicked,

As it’s not, that easy to forget!

 

The indelible impressions that you left,

Can’t be erased off that easily;

As it’s gone deep down into my heart,

And is quite impossible to get apart.

 

I still remember the words you spoke,

That remains as fresh as ever!

The first time you said,

“Hei, I need you!” I got perplexed!

 

I just asked you why?

You said, “Never ask me, why?

For I don’t have a clue.”

You kept saying ‘All I need is you’.

 

Those words still ring into my ears,

Keep reverberating in my heart with ’Deadly excitements’;

How am I to erase these feelings off?

When I’ve peaked to the maximum.

 

I get worked up day after day,

I forget myself, time after time;

But, the evil minds never gonna sleep,

They keep chatting about you and me.

 

I know, this is what that matters,

For it shatters our dreams and life;

I gotta save you and you gotta save me,

‘How?’ That’s the question.

 

Staying away is an insult,

An insult to the ‘Divine Love’;

What I gonna do is;

I gonna beg for ‘My Mercy Killing!’

 

I gonna plead;

Plead one of these butchers,

To get my heart out; and

Serve it on a platter to you!

 

Oh! My! Then,

You never gonna miss me!

And I never gonna part you!

‘Coz, my heart will be with you forever!

 

No more I gonna bother,

Bother these vengeful mortals;

As, I would have become

An ‘Immortal’ by then!

 

If this is the world!

And this, the life!

And ‘these’ are the people!

I never wanna be here.

 

Darling, I love you;

Ignorant of love: the conspirators are!

I wanna be with you,

And be with you eternally!

 

God only knows; He has His plans,

I know, I will ask God for a place;

A place in His everlasting Kingdom!

Just for you and me!

 

No one ever excites me so,

You are so special;

‘A God sent Gift’,

To make me an immortal!

 

‘Immortal’ I wanna be;

To enjoy your immaculate beauty!

I just wanna be with you,

And submerge into eternity!

Author's Notes/Comments: 

The  writer answers the rumour mongers  that he would part anything but love. He even wants them to butcher him and take his heart out so that it could beserved on a platter to her and that it would be with her for ever. He likes to be an immortal!

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