Broken
God Sucks!
How can a man with belief
and no church feel as such?
Why does a mother suffer
in age
broken bones
a spirit that soared
that now slips into a darkness
she only knows,
Why?
Where are you!
Can you not see a father
disease ridden for twenty years
now drowning in another one
walking down Bourbon Street
night and day
wasting his life away,
Why?
Couldn't you help!
You had to see a brother and son
cooking outside the kitchen
paranoid his devil's elixir
wouldn't put food on the table
for his wife and family,
Why?
I've lived with my failures
and the knowledge
there's more to come
my weepings were sown long ago
but I still believed you would bring me home
I believed,
Why?
You're not listening!
Did you lose faith
in all of us
is it your will
we all destroy ourselves
even in prayer,
Why?
God!
Where the hell are you?
How sad is that
God and Hell in the same breath
same sentence
same thought
but maybe,
That's the way it is
same road
same guide
just different turns,
And no one to turn too,
Who cares?
I use too...