Blood Loss
I stand before you
mirror in hand,
I want to see what you see
feel what you feel
and most importantly,
Understand how.
I'm afraid the reflection does me justice
I don't see anything
feel anything
and most importantly,
I still don't understand.
Am I blind
or is it this solid confinement
that I pass notes through?
Can you really feel my words
touch what bleeds through
these cells I've been locked behind?
Look upon the floor
there is a fresh spill
where keys rusted for decades
Lay.
Beware what you will find
if you choose to kneel down before me,
Trying to save a future of pasts
that poisons the very warmth
that flows in the promise of open doors.
I'm still standing
the mirror shattered
and most importantly,
I finally understand
why everyone walks away
Broken.