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Son I know you told Aunty Beth you cant understand why we are not happy for you, but its not that son. Its trying to deal with the fact that we will never see your face again that is hard, that I will never get to cuddle you or kiss you or even celebrate your 21st with you, I will never see what my grandkids would have looked like or taken you to a disco. Its all the never have the chance to do with you's that hurts so bad. I just want to scream sometimes just give him back, I can't stand the pain anymore, but I know it can't happen. Oh Son, why did you leave us...Its a question I know noone will ever really know the answer too. But still I can't stop asking why, why my outgoing, funny, extreamly popular son would feel he had to do this. You knew how much we all loved you and you had so much to live for. Its just really hard to understand. I am trying my best to be strong son, but even if I was the strongest person on the planet, I still couldn't stand the pain that I feel.. Its like having my heart ripped clean out of me..I know everyone feels your loss so bad. But son you always kept me strong, you always held me up when life got hard, I would just look in your eyes and knew ok we can do this. But now I don't have you here, I can't look in your eyes. I have to face this alone, and I know I have to because of our family, the thing is I dont want too, I dont want to be left here without you. Its so unfair.I want you back so badly.