Its something like when your heart beats
so fast it tears your sweater
christmas sweater
that you never liked
thought she might.
I myself shall give up on it all this very day
for my sweaters stay in tact
never tattered
not even a loose thread
maybe fuzz
but what is fuzz really?
maybe I will fashion myself a paper shirt
so tight indeed
that
the slightest excitement
sends it shredded to the ground
false hope.