I’ve never guessed you’d come this far
Stirred my gait through your cynic ways
I laughed and sobbed to all I dared
Pursuing to bending your obstinate haze
I sat and sang in front of thee
Whispering songs of misty glee
My breath has seized to follow me
Jostling and turning, What could this be?
Seduced by the instance of a phony smile
Lulled to a reverie of holy sly
Forcing to becoming a comical style
Only to realize the journey was just a mile
You must have thought how gullible I must be
To try to stroll me into the depths of your misery
Your mockery never ceases to amaze me
Don’t worry, they were all taken so readily
The days I played in usual gay
Were crushed in an instance of one dreamy day
That patience I gave for the sake of propriety
Disregarded, wasted and violated
As I wonder my gaze to the trails that we had
With all the grueling relics of moment’s unhand
In self-effacing I’ve come to hug
My usual yen has come now to a full stop
The days ahead excite me to see
A day wherein I could again be me
In a canoe with hands paddling away
These short-lived moments of my asininity