Puttin' Up a Front

I'm not as pretentious

as you think I am

I'm not as hard to get

as I play

Things aren't always what they seem

At least nine times out of ten in my case



Ya see I have to put up a front

That kinda acts like a shield

The message I put across

is " I will not yield"



On days I'm feelin' particularly weak

I try so hard not to let it show

I can't look into your eyes

Cuz I know you'd see right through my disguise



Ain't it a shame

I got no one but myself to blame

Although I set the rules of this game

I'm always the one who seems to lose



I HIDE INSIDE MY PROTECTIVE SHELL

PUTTIN' UP A FRONT IS SOMETHING I DO WELL

Author's Notes/Comments: 

more of a song/poem all caps is meant to be chorus, written ages ago...about how truly vulnerable we all are and what we do to try to protect ourselves from emotional hurt.

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Ashley Toal's picture

I can really relate to this one :) Thank you.