FROM THE FRACTURED SCRAPS

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JOURNAL # 41

through thin walls
emptiness lurked
hard aggravating years
coldly piled up
a roller coaster life
was lived
hope shivered in the shadows
filled with jagged edges
and none too funny
fun house mirrors
of far too many faces
being thrust upon
an innocent tiny boy
inhumane beings
they were really 
wearing ill fitting masks
appearing to seem helpful
with their illusion of a little care
slickly they stole into his
pure fledgling life
with each their sickeningly
twisted personal agenda
some even violently in fact
dotted a far too
young isolated life
with pain, fear and
disappointment
along side a deep
seated mistrust
of strangers
yet with a
dogged determination
the ashes jostled and
outward prosperity
came in tiny breaths
to be named. labeled
and owned
a safety net as such
it would morph itself into
by popping up in
the faintly pre twilight years
of his natural growth
real love danced aloofly
large swaths of youth
and vigor wisely recognized
distant outposts of
education's possibilities
and a notable life was
carved
'From The Fractured Scraps'
that it was forced to begin with
I was rivetingly introduced
to such maestro of survival
just last night
and the honor I felt
from such standpoint
in such meeting
humbled me to
the deepest recesses
of my very own spirit
for I know
to those whom much is
given
much is required
and my soul sings
in defiance of societal
objections
befriend this man
and that is just what
I've done
gladly and without
any further preamble......
(Oct.29,2014 911am)

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I met a lovely odd fellow on line a few nights ago and he up to begin regaling to me his shockingly sad history. He grew up in an orphanage in India and he spoke of the abuse he received by the age of 9 from a supposed good middle aged widow who wanted to help the misfortunate. He ran away from that lady's home before puberty and lived on the streets working and trying to survive. He found work during the day when he got up in his mid to late teens and did that in the mornings and went to school at night in many different venues slowly building himself a viable education. He was alone for many years due to having no family and the caste system still then alive and well in India. at 27 he found himself living next door to another widowed but much younger lady and over the course of a handful of years they became gradual friends and he proposed to her she said yes they married two years after that. Had one year of happy marriage and she was suddenly killed in a terrible car accident. He told me that was in 2002 and he has been alone every since. He was able to  secure for himself a home of his own and two businesses he owns that supply him with a steady income as well as a degree in mechanical engineering but still he is alone. I could not imagine such aloneness in my whole entire life. I thought of all those who supported me family and friends alike and how for many years of my life though I may have felt somewhat alone I truly never was. My heart was touched by his tragic tale of his life told so matter of factly and I knew I would write a poem about what he was telling me. This is the poem that came to me to make its debut. I hope my explanation has helped to make the poem smoother to digest. Enjoy. Oh and Sanjay, my new Friend, this poem is for you...........

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