after all the fall out
of the hurt's anger
the pain
the heartbreak
the devastating loss
the emptiness
and the shattering
disappointment
still
the beauty remains
eventually, that will
be all there is left
I suppose
warm fuzzy memories
of us from the height
of our knowing each other
the love you argued about
that last day with me
but I still know unlike you believe
was always there
even if you now deny it 'til
your last breath
the depths in me will slowly
sink deeper away
from cognitive thought
and nothing in memory
will hurt me anymore
I'll just remember your
precious face and eyes
once so full of love for me
once so very protective and cradling
of my very own spirit
yet a love that for some strange
reason couldn't stay after all
but ran away from me
like a thief in the night
making you recant on
every last beautiful confession
you ever made of your feelings.............
(April 27, 2014 702pm))