tell me your true feelings
as I deserve every last vestige
now of their dearest truth
whether painful or promising
for our mutual well being
reveal them all to me
every last one
leaving no room for either
of us to further misconstrue
so very much sorrow
and misunderstanding
we have helplessly endured
I have cried buckets and bath tubs
and drown in my own love's blood
grieving what was to me in all those months
your obvious loss
more than you could have ever imagined
say whatever you want
for I am not accusing in any manner
cruel
just briefing you on perceptions
and fact
your phone call yesterday
shone a tiny sliver of light's hope
upon a very foreboding darkness
that had gathered around my heart
clarity is the blessing I now beg for
so dearly from you
I am a realist though
sadly sinking into a pit
I'm not asking for the moon
why far, far from it
but a mere candle now from your
very own heart
to aid me in extinguishing such
terribly unexpected darkness' s grip
be the warrior you were born to be
step up now and end one way or
another all this uncertainty for me...............
(April 13, 2014 942am)