AT THE PRECIPICE OF WHAT WILL BE

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JOURNAL # 41

tell me your true feelings

as I deserve every last vestige

now of their dearest truth

whether painful or promising

for our mutual well being

reveal them all to me

every last one

leaving no room for either

of us to further misconstrue

so very much sorrow

and misunderstanding

we have helplessly endured

I have cried buckets and bath tubs

and drown in my own love's blood

grieving what was to me in all those months

your obvious loss

more than you could have ever imagined

say whatever you want

for I am not accusing in any manner
cruel
just briefing you on perceptions
and fact

your phone call yesterday

shone a tiny sliver of light's hope

upon a very foreboding darkness

that had gathered around my heart

clarity is the blessing I now beg for

so dearly from you

I am a realist though

sadly sinking into a pit

I'm not asking for the moon

why far, far from it

but a mere candle now from your

very own heart

to aid me in extinguishing such

terribly unexpected darkness' s grip

be the warrior you were born to be

step up now and end one way or

another all this uncertainty for me...............

(April 13, 2014 942am)

 

 

 

 

 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

some emotional turmoil turned on its ear about 24 hours ago.

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