please tell me if you can
how do I convince you
my feelings are true
they are not weak
like you seem to think
nor should they constantly be questionable
just because they are new
so much unchartered territory
we must traverse towards each other
with limited vision always at our disposal
around so many corners no woman or man
is able to fully see
you can't pretend you know what's in my heart
and then perceive to judge it as less than worthy
and I can't always with you, on every issue agree
all i can do is be for you the best possible version
of me that I know how to be
but I am fallible, remember such statement thus
I read somewhere that life is but reflections
bumping up against others' reflections
and cracking the mirrors of each our selves
with the edges of those whom we most trust
I find this to be a reliable metaphor for how we
as every day damaged human beings live in our
fumbling attempts to connect and find love
what you and I have, must be worth having
as we both hurt so much in these early emotional
growing pains we endure
where others would all too easily bail
you and I rather choose to row
just please know
that you not only possess the hands
to wound
but just as well
those that can oh so easily cure
for me you are the ship that can never fail
I hope you can see the very contours of my
tender heart in all of this
for there are really no adornments to cover me
where you are concerned...............
(March 22, 2014 849am)