the words
come to me
gutted
bloodied and bruised
being dragged
as they were
all the way through
the battering of my spirit
a dark hollowed path
I find my feet upon
all prior innocence is gone
beaten to date unrecognizable
I am a crop circle unfaked
a tear drop infinitesimal
hearing your voice after so long
pouring its baritone into my soul
rips open old wounds
afresh
no matter what you say now
there is no way
you can expect me to believe
you truly care all that much
for someone who cares
would not behave as you did
leaveing me to cry night after night
devastated and heartbroken
without even any clear reasoning
attached
alone and wondering why
you abandoned me after such
'Spoken Speeches' that you would not
I have no reprisals just disbelief
that I could love so much a man
whom by his own actions showed me
that he loved and thought of me so little
in comparison....
(Feb. 28, 2014 857am)