at a loss for true reason
I trip to see clear
am I the hypocrite
self made to feel
important
that another claims
I appear
I am baffled
that the real me
fails to ring true
I am labeled
fraud
at the least
I am believed
to be
horribly insincere
startled by such
venom
coming from someone
I've honestly admired
for the better part
of a year
I stand shoulders bent
amazed
how quickly I was slapped
in the back
to the rear
it is what it is
all I can do is pray
that a higher wisdom
will one day whisper
the purest truth
in her ear
and from the fog of this
shocking hatred
a mutual respect
will again appear
until then
I wish you all the best
as I always have.....................
(Aug. 9, 2011 219pm)