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JOURNAL #36

I find myself mired down in some
literary cloak and dagger
a silly notion this all seems to be
I was actually threatened
in words meant to chastise me
what have I got myself into
my love for him before all the world
couldn't add up to a hill of beans
and in what all is being conveyed
to me
I'm suppose to believe
I am nothing
by comparison
cast off for no real sense of what
is going on being given
just shards of some rattled off
hole filled reason
I don't play these strange games well
So, I'll just sit this one out and remain
incommunicado
until all the mirrors and the smoke have been
removed
and I am clearly informed of
what's really going on
if that will even ever happen..................
(Feb. 25, 2010 319am)

Author's Notes/Comments: 

again.......written better than a year ago for someone I was trying to protect but now time has pretty much insulated him and so I can post these poems without worry nor censure...........

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