to be so loved
that's all I want
is to be so loved
in fact
its all I've ever wanted
I'd like my tears spilling
upon my hot flush cheeks
to mean something to
someone somewhere
not just to me
in my great chasm of
instinctive meandering
I'm an undiscovered world
all to myself
my rivers are of kindness
the plains of my imagination
are fertile
my valley is lush and healthy
the feel of my terrain is soft
and life affirming
my forests are plentiful
to sustain years of wild life to come
namely grizzly bears
but I long for only one
and he lies injured in his cave
and without him
there is no wild life
to enjoy
just deafening quietness
the sound utter destruction
makes
just before it comes
yet
from the irrigation of my tears
hope plants her finest seeds
and from the prior fortnight's ashes
tiny seedlings begin to sprout
for you see its love's return
that makes tomorrow smile
and whisper you just wait
his hibernation is not long from
being over now
another cloud burst
another rainbow
another coming of a storm
and then the beauty of
growing has again begun
and in so saying
I await
'The Flurry Of Your Adoring Pen'......................
(July 1, 2010 820am)