28 DAYS *

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JOURNAL #39

a mere '28 Days'
and yet a life time
it screams
just blame it on
my overly dramatic heart
and its pensive love
that incessantly dreams
my head tries its best
to inject logic into
the scattered rooms of
my lonely heart that
constantly lingers
flooded in depression
a heavy waiting heart
I find
makes for an emptier feeling
life
though it's but temporary
so I try not to dwell on
what is
and push harder onward
through
I tell myself
I could even wait in the worst
form of hell
if It was but for you I knew
I waited
God knows this too
and when it's at its worst
these feelings of what If
I never get to see you
HE holds me closer
and assures me all will be
well
crying always helps
and sleep is a welcome escape
for time passes beautifully
when I am allowed to dream
and my dream is always the same
I see you
and you smile at me
your eyes so full of everything I want
a love
a life
a happiness
a supreme purpose
you
just you
like its always been
the key to all of this
just for me
and so
for '28 Days' longer
I can wait
I smile too when I think
well for you its closer to
27 now
you lucky jack rabbit you
and for this I believe
well I should swat your butt
then
while I'm kissing you.............
(Oct. 30, 2010 1215pm)

Author's Notes/Comments: 

written for the man who has captured my enchantment and made it his own.

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