I sit here with my pen
head hung low
as cross with the world
I still am
in these moments suspended
our words earlier
exchanged
became brutal
'Sword Subjects'
that cut us both
with the edginess of
their surprised misunderstanding
you shut me down cold
where as I hotly over reacted
hot and cold
as you know
create cyclones
so now we
step apart
cut and bruised
shoving ourselves
outside
further forced
to shiver now
in
a frightful storm
sad at such prospects
indeed
but wise enough now
to realize
we both had a hand
in such circumstance's making
perhaps I was more the guilty
but no complete innocence
could be rightfully claimed
by either party
dejected
I slouch
awaiting your
signal
that I am no longer
an outcast
in the class of your
tender thoughts.................
(Dec. 18, 2009 953am)