the silence in me
sighs
even though
I know your own silence
is likely work related
and to its own self cries
still
I feel that vanquished void
of emptiness
how swiftly she comes to sit beside me
I lived before in my many years of not knowing
and was alright to some degree
in that prolonged ignorance
but once something is realized
and so deeply felt
its impossible to
be set aside
until its rightful day
these indeed
must be
the dues we must first pay
let us not forget the price of
such ache shared
the heart must endure
whatever the preoccupied thoughts
select to wander through
so to harvest memories they
repeatedly attempt to procure
wringing out what few
drops of happiness
they can get from
the just remembering
that love that was always
suspected
really is there
just waiting
suspended
until 'Our Day' is granted
and it's to that very
belief
I tenaciously hang on
as I know you do as well................
(Dec. 13, 2009 303pm)