in the shade of
my very own disillusionment
my heart regrettably retires
hope had her sweet morning in the sun
and sadly dried out where she stood
hearts were made to be disappointed
not sure why I think mine should be
any different
but I did a stupid thing
I allowed myself to have some
expectations
and was let down
when nothing materialized
in essence I set myself up
to be let down
so is the way
Sadness slips on her overcoat
of gloom
preparing for the coming
of the hot empty tears
slaughtered for its own stupidity
my heart grows still
numb by the absence of
any obvious sign it was
truly missed
just vague clippings littered
the road side
detoured......................
(Nov. 20, 2009 252pm)