the world wages ever on
in the flow of its own way of glorifying God
as the sludge and muck of man's sins
continues to flow on as well
'tis the way of such river
no doubt
but so flows all the love and goodness
in the world too
those rivers and streams are just less
obvious
as for humans
its easier to see
the afflicted
more so than the astoundingly blessed
but to be fair
for some it must be difficult to witness
terrible happenings
like
murders
rapes
burglary
suicide
genocide
starvation of the masses
the fall out of war
entire groups of peoples
hating other peoples for
in many cases reasons
that don't seem quite sane
we each have our path to take
however terrible or wonderful
it may be
I, myself will never fully
understand all of these things
and why they must happen
other than God gave us
each free will
and in my realizing that
I realized that he is so fair
that he will not revoke
even the most heinous murderer's
free will
for God is perfect in his
grace
I feel great sorrow certainly
sometimes to the point I weep
for the terrible plight of
this or that tragic individual
and many a time I even
find myself saying there but for
the grace of God go I
but that forever that dozes within me
softly warns me not to judge
too hastily
it is human to feel empathy
and natural to want to help
some are self absorbing
and are little affected by those they
feel as lesser to themselves
but I view such arrogance of the ignorant
as a less yet advanced soul
and I pray for their enlightenment
but when one rises in themselves
and grapples to hold even a modicum of view
that the soul self obtains
then one gets a glimmer of an idea
that our purpose each is
ever the same really
we come to do no harm
to love and learn
with and from one another
not to hate, envy and or undermine
and be suspicious of
those are negative attributes
to the constantly evolving soul
too often we see things
for the most part from
our limited too human eyes
that is when we become saddened
or angered
but who are we to feel sad or angry over
another soul's circumstance
for that same person may look
at our circumstance if they really knew it
and judge us as the one in the hellish place
and not themselves
that is why all this I try to leave as best I can
up to God
for he sees all as it is and with perfect
vision
not from some flawed human eyes
backed by an ego laden mind that
judges many things without the full facts
he works his wonders through the lowliest
urchins in the street
or the highest powers in the echelons of
a most modern society
he chooses the least likely sources to
bring his goodness, grace and guidance into
our beautifully flawed ever changing world
we are warned to come into this world
as a lamb but be as clever as wolves
I do my best to see the beauty in
everyone
even the most unlovable
I pray for the misfortunate
and share in the triumphs
of those who were once
down trodden
and rose to be remarkable
in their own right
I cheer for the underdog
and relish anything
that helps those
who are trying hardest to
help themselves
when I turn my eyes too much
to the sadness of the world
to feel better I turn my eyes
to the Joy that is God
I trust in him implicitly
and know that no matter
how awful something on this earth
appears to me
that he is there Behind that awful thing and
working his will through every fiber
of its course
in all things we shall be fine
if we choose to leave their
out come always to God
for I truly do believe
he is the author and answer
to every aspect of our lives.............
(Nov. 5, 2009 3pm)