cool head
under water
a tempest's bridge to
no meaning
all blah, blah, blah
today
the mind cooks chaos
clown like tears rifle the
drawers of my wadded eyes
often we are hostages
of our very own disillusionment
I fear I have died some
hardly worth recalling death
in your heart
and sadness dogs my every foot fall
over this chewed up idea of loss
over and over I lament
how can you even stand me
your 'Checkered Absence'
keep screaming back at me
I CAN'T!
Finito bitch
end of story
while silently my soul
hemorrhages on..............................
(Feb. 26, 2009 737am)