a departure I can not understand
no explanation or naught
how strange and cold you leave me
at the height of such emotions
shared
where have you wondered off to
this time
leaving me at a loss
do you even care?
your bad habits are revealing
a not so gentleman like pattern
the benefit of my doubt is
growing short in its giving
abandonment feels like
an ugly house
I can not bring myself to live in
behind me a lovely peak
at my feet a shadowed uncertain valley
how narrow you make my lot
bespeaking once of so much care
yet for days you leave me hanging
perhaps again on yet another
prank
a test to see if yourself I shall miss
and if so then how much
only fools play such games with
gentle hearts that love them so much
and care not how their actions make
those hearts bleed
I won't contribute to such a ploy
anymore
my worry means little to you
your actions demonstrate that
again and yet again
how many times now have I asked
you not to do this
and here in this desolate place
I find myself alone
and empty handed
no word
no comment
no explanation
just four days of absolutely nothing
not even some small prior warning
to 'A Fact Of Absence' that was just about to come...............
(Feb. 9,2009 506am)