Valentine
my sweet Valentine
you capture and captivate
the light of my world
though small as it is
still it shines hopeful
and steady across your
distant prairie
for your desired viewing
the architecture of your intent
raises high from out of the void
that one specific pin point
of aligned energy surging
such astonishing heights
to the human experience
that deep sense of connection
forged from so far away
you live in my thoughts
and take up residence in my
occasional dream
you are that one prize token of
coveted exchange
you are so much more than
the mere sum of your earthly parts
though you have explained
still the gears of our fond exposure
to each other you have altered
the desire is there always under the
surface
i feel the honesty of your soul
and the truth in your living
blazes so clearly
its through the fog though now
we have come upon a point where
we must walk steady and sure
I feel you feel for me far more than I
realize
but from point A to point B for us
is still so vague
I battle myself
from you for wanting more
yet I know now is not our time
it can only be incomplete givings
and for you that is now not enough
I'm feeling that hunger from
that very aspect of your with drawl
but mentally for reasons of your own
you pull me all the more close
its a push tug I can not find fault with
yet I struggle some nights
to seduce the mind
who's body I can not yet have
please understand this
and don't pry me away from you
in those much needed moments
for right now that is all of you
I am allowed the inner joy
of caressing........................
(Feb. 15, 2009 543am)