the emptiness yawns
the depth of my stupid heart
has been revealed
the desire was butchered
into a cold dead lump
of unrecognizable meat
pulp even
the lot of it
he feels nothing much
and I feel much of nothing
just numb
and cold
how it hurts to be so easily
dismissed
he never cared all that much
I was just a stupid means
to an end
forever the painted fool
with the top coat
being
the cheapest of all final
coverings given..........................
(started Oct 5, 621am 2008)