caustic
though you were
indifferent to the
presence of pain
mine that is
you spoke through layers
of smoke and blur
an epiphany ye has
shaded not
scoundrels pale
in comparison to
your obvious cur
I love you on a graphic scale
but a fool rents my heart
and I am unable to out maneuver
the posse of your misguided ideals
of what true attraction and friendship is
gulled by too many half truths
the blood of my tortured wrath
has drained out
to a puddle of lesser me pools
such a pity
when
after all
I was certain you
would call me out
to swim in your sea
instead we both
merely drown in
the silently sad
but oh so deadly rules
it hurts to know
that love here
can not make its very own bed
it can only stand watch
for a Tiger's grace
amid a stream of plenty
regrets..................
(Oct. 8, 2008 755am)