I dream of you quite often
whether I am asleep or awake
you are a desire for me
that I can not for long seem to slake
from a quiet moment of sleepy ponder
to a deliberate temptation
to my growing sexual frustration
you are a sexy high speed train
of raging desire
barreling out of control
and yet its so much more than just that
the desire is but a by product of my own
emotions' goal
simply to have you closer and closer still
to feel the peace in your very presence
and the subsequent stirring of the flesh
to get some joy from merely getting to
look at you in gentle repose
to trace your dear face
to lose myself in those bottomless eyes
and kiss those high cheek bones and temples
as I whisper in your ear
how so very aristocratic I find your nose
more so to just lose myself in you
this you that has become so precious to me
sometimes I sit and think about the
forty thousand different ways I'd love to
kiss you
and to hear you tell me you think the same
things too in concern to me
well such confessions blow my mind into the
stratosphere
how so very alike are our passions
which makes me ache more and more
to just begin our time together in full
graphic detail
we've come so far you and I
I marvel at the terrain we have crossed
and all the mental dragons for me you
have sleighed
I doubted you so many times
and you stood up to them all
(each dragon doubt that is)
with restraint and forthright commitment
to better explain yourself and make me
understand your never wavering intent
you were always the passionate logical one
your persistence and constancy are my loyal
companions
but I deserve a spanking far more than
your adoration and respect I dare to confess
I don't want to lose you and worst yet
I don't think I've told you that before
and I so needed to tell you this
these very words ate at me
you joke and play like its just a lot of passion
between us
yet in serious moments you reveal the truth you
too know
its so much more that that
you were meant to be mine
I feel that now
you came back to me once and again
your emotional commitment to me shines like
gold around your heart
I can not help but see that so fully now
and so I must tell you too
I am yours
I think I likely always was
perhaps that is the connection
you have always seemed to feel
that in so being
I was magnet to your steel...........
(Feb. 28, 2008 441am)