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I pine and I pine

to no avail

sweet God

why is love

such a rock in my chest

I'm losing my life

as I know it just

my tomorrow now feels injured

the uncertainty is my disease

how I wish I had his incredible

focus and strength

his faith in this tower of us

astounds me

it must be beautiful to be so

sure

to love with pinpoint desire

and know that right now is true

well it is for me as well

in many ways too

its just the butchered up separations

that hack me to my very fears

do all these monstrous circumstances

affect you even a little

or are you really so unphased by

their constant stalking

and sneers

I feel like you are a carrot life

is dangling before me

and I'm just a dumb mule stupid

enough to walk in circles

after something I will never

be able to have

not really

are you real or are you a dream

is this a lovely game of chase but

never catch that we play

if so then I am in it unknowingly

and if I win can you come here

and let me know if I've won

by touching your firm lips to my

trembling ones

and saying to me in an ultra loving

voice at last,

now Melissa its time for us

both to wake up and make some memories

as well as share a future's past

you say this time next year we

will be in each other's arms

stoning me further in such a wish

indeed

tears begin to flow now

I can not stop them

or myself from wondering

will I ever see such a morning

or is it just dream words once more

flowing

out of what else

but a dream!......................

(Feb. 14, 2008 616am)