HERE'S TO THE YOU I KNOW SO WELL

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JOURNAL #33

your flesh

in my own two hands

beneath the shower's throbbing spray

the erotic pictures in my mind's eye

you can not imagine how they

preoccupy that is

and indulge me to delay

a few minutes longer with my eyes closed

just to see you there behind my lids

feel you

enjoy the naked nearness of you

all that heat

your width and breadth

and the very realness of your

oh so wanting male flesh

you are a banquet to my senses

a hunger I can not forget

and I wonder if now

I'm so near that of being obsessed

by my mere mental images of you

how will it be

when I really have you

standing there before me

looking at me

wanting me

making me tremble

from simply

touching me

what will that do to me

to feel you real and alive

at last

breathing in the same breaths

I too breath

your low somber voice further

encouraging me

to share in these unbearable needs

right now that still just seems

like a far off dream

and what a dream you are

it so goes beyond the fact

of your physical beauty

its more so what you say

and don't say to me

its in the way you tease

me

and those little things you

let slip

and play silly word games with me

that make me gasp and close my

eyes to hold such images of you

longer within

your consistency itself

grows arms of its own

to hold me so very close

you don't know how so very

much I just feel you

each new admission you make

impossibly crushes me deeper

into your arms

I know so well that part of

you that is always reaching

out for me

we really are good for each

other

sincerely, truly

I can really say this

and one day we really will

manage to just

Be

ourselves that is

together

and with each other

always free

to laugh

to live

to look

to share

to hold

to dare

to tease

but best of all

always

to love

physically of course

but just as well

nearest and dearest

to each other's heart

hmmmmph, now I'm starting

to sound like a Victorian novel

so I'll stop here

before you start to ache further

from missing my tender loving heart

what was that?

you say

already

too late!

ah if so then hush my love

for one day soon

I'll kiss even that pain away.................

(Feb. 9, 2008 333am)
































Author's Notes/Comments: 

a beautiful fantasy taken from a dream...........

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