a shiver of promise slides softly through these
once so ungentled hands
like dubious colognes upon the much too perfect
cosmetics counter
there are so many different styles and brands
reflections in each , a wounded vow of utter
discontent
muted are the various accents of vulnerability
the most essential moments grow still as they each
become inescapably spent
moderation, she marries that terribly unhappy
groom, addiction
while the standing room only crowd witnesses her
fully throttled bout with masked infliction
and duped insecurity fails his own attempts to
divorce himself from such an embarrassing show
while those sly mixed signals thrive on the
dancing differences all too cut throatedly created
pulling no punches as they go
and who but a corpse could actually disengage
himself from amongst these many adverse altercations
where little tolerance carries a very big club
into most similar situations
and he who is able to step away from all this
minus but even a single thrashing blow
tears the entire house of cards down with one
mirror gigantic swipe of the ego...................
(Sept. 3, 1995)