passages only so dark are able to ride me to speak
through the careless ink of this pen
their havoc they reek
set aside to a point I, in turn plague their path
until the hysteria starts to settle
I then pilfer through the detached aftermath
my intention is brutal
putting to page all that is surprising
writing and still furiously writing
yet never realizing
the full price of the ride
nor the consequence of such toll
cutting still deeper into the more innocent side
of self
without forfeiting the end goal
the yet dusted diamond of rough brilliance
labeled often as too strange
I present her now to you
as best this mere mental secretary can arrange
with these glistening garnet guts laid wide open
and shining like the true old pennies of copper
receive what it is that I take so unselfishly to
offer
torn but necessary ribbons of myself.............
(Aug. 29, 1995)