PRODUCT OF THE FRACTURED MOMENT

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sweet penchant for the muse

spare me but a glance

tailored is my maniacal life

not so harsh though in retrospect

could seem such circumstance

marred are the more fond misgivings

sulking like tall grass so trampled upon

yet wetted by the pond's slick stone path

the rains, they gave us a bum's rush

oh, when will the summer's lazy sun come out

to win us back

the solarium is much too quiet today

like the whispers mumbled by the threat of

death

there is plenty of air to breath

yet no fresh breeze to give you back

even a breath

Dandelion whinnies restlessly in his neat

little hay lined stall

eager for even the smallest recess

as anxious am I to just get away from it all

branded by this searing pain lodges so

steadfastly in my breast

mine not so merry eyes look but choose not to see

what it is that I have voluntarily lost

just so to gain passage beyond any previous

request

hats off to the dolt upon the hill

eating off his own moss

why, I am often as host it seems my own

worst guest

save me from my own hopeless heart dear journal

as it is the only true ally I've ever known

give me the will to pick up this pen yet again

to further pursue my best

for that of which solely only more sweetly brings

me closer to my finest home

sweet, rebounding peace

encased by the loving walls of a most illogical

happiness

regained acceptance is like a melody of ambrosia

upon the hungriest of all tongues............

(Dec. 31, 1996)

Author's Notes/Comments: 

it was New Years Eve and I was feeling quite restless this poem helped ease that feeling a bit. The horse named Dandelion I mentioned came from some book I had finished reading earlier in the day that fiction seeped a bit into my reality and they kind of melded in my thoughts to create this lovely poem.

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