contrary is my ailing bemusement
where life's most tender situations are concerned
the rock and blade rarely fail to differ
their scuffles bleed a veil of fire
under which I am the one standing
fated to be burned
conviction rattles my house of deceiving mirrors
blackening their watchful eyes to ash and cinders
it feels so very strange to reside in a room with
no walls or windows
and explore the primal fear in me that such a
nameless experience does indeed render
meditation is not a term I would be quick to use
as its interpretations seem much too vague
yet give me this same moment to merely stroke
my needful battered soul
and for it
a confidant, fine thoroughbred will triumphantly
emerge from the tired old shell of a former
useless nag
for it is the beauty of the ageless spirit alone
who can breath life and vigor into the once weary
one dimensional heart...........................
(Nov. 20, 1996)