I catch the train
only to miss the boat
this quite commonly could be said
a truly trite saying
though none too remote
over what foolish ponder yet again
have I lost my head
where I am solely concerned
not all necessary lessons get fully
learned
and for a far better comprehension
many is the time that I have heartily
yearned
what is the prescribed duty of fire
without the accompanying fear of one
getting burned
harsh, private epitaphs shout violently
long before the grave
give not her life
but what she fought with
for her soul
low and behold
yet another page to save
such is each composition
of the poem
but a cool, thin layer of one's unvalued
self
a new understanding dons yet another set of
wordy armor
labeled: Idle Self Loathing
other than this and the finality of death
I fear for me, that there is no help..........
(July 18, 1996)