where the darker whispers sing
unto my ringing ears
though I hear not a thing
there is where I am to forever stand
alone, silent, and mood less
aggravation she growls
as foolish indignation prowls
along the cliffs of a most startling mind
this is my second hand hell
and oh how I know each aspect of its perimeters
so well
these labels of me ring rather true
and some would guess
that there are more than a few
and my pinched faced yeah sayers would be quite
the right
as such sad self jest brings with it so very
little delight
so to further this drawing of more than mere
guess
I must step forward and promptly confess
that I am but misplaced energy
long now standing outside of the light
where all does not sit so well
in this feeble house of frail humanity
where I was put to dwell
furiously I must work to gain even if only
a step closer
to what though
that is what continues to evade me
so I write and peace, she sits upon my shoulder
shivering as I weave with my choicest words
for her, yet another tattered sweater
to add to the ill fitting pile of so very many
that I have long since lost count
and such is my acquired lot
this for me, constitutes life.....................
(June 26, 1996)