Often I sit and write of things
I can in no other way explain
tears falling feelings
like the pounding given by the rain
distant visions capture the spirit's
imagination like the scattered sand
upon the great western plain
true images of love in fact
fail to compare to others so
astonishingly plain
the great gatherers of reason stand
stiff in their guarded ravine of blame
in the face of the fall who but God and I
could create such a gross exaggeration
of the mentally twisted game
the victors vow to conquer
their defeatist's shall in turn crawl
and out of the heated confrontation
the ministry of angelic repose shall resolve
to rise above it all
and here lies the faithfulness of the pen
its devoted ink now nearly dry
the higher by passes of sanity shutter to try
to somehow forgive
for the supreme forgiveness of one's self is
hardest of all to aspire to
but with each new page as my guide
they blindly manage to still lead me to you
my own private Lord................
(May 9, 1995)