gleam from me this warm, gentle gladdening knowledge
harbored once so honestly
well within my sappy happy heart
undeniably inspired
by a too whimsical yesterday's tomorrow
colored so dramatically by the vibrant chalk of
fantastic dreams
that have held me so willingly captive to the moment
right from the very start
the maze that surrounds the haze
buzzing constantly in my over busy mind
begs the jumble of jibbered jargin to be unjumbled
which could quite easily cast me to a much more
structured rhyme
Ms. Jayne Summerfield (I think that was her name)
quite caustically complained
that I had not the need nor the possession of
patience for a constructive creative writer's course
I need more so the license to run free within my
own mind
like that of a well trained thoroughbred
born with the legs of a crafty cutting horse
so my wants once again were shoved far, far back
behind this gripping great need to purposefully
write
and carry on with what the architect of literature
in my soul prods me to do
which is to make and create sense from words
such sweet, all empowering magnificent words
in groups of thousands or merely just an
inspirational few
so that in short is what I feel I must for who
knows how long do
know that I do sincerely apologize Ms. Summerfield
for dropping your creative writing course so
very abruptly in that first couple of weeks
but your gritty analysis of my work was partially
correct but you should know that it is often not
wise to get in the way of anyone who openly seeks
no matter whatever the circumstance
for some paths life has to dole out
were not made to be crossed
'Such Is Mine'..........................
(Aug. 27, 1997)