I dreamed of you last night
and you were there beside me
for all the dream world to see
sleep she allowed me this one soft
sweet unfettered fantasy
and she did so without demanding payment
for such unasked for kindness
how charitable of her
I abruptly awoke
tears all fresh
awash upon my hot face
knowing
that the harsh blind light of cruel
wakefulness
had snatched you from my loving embrace
the dawn no longer welcomes my presence
anymore
most disturbing now is her any further
witness to my disgrace
so the 'Constant Darkness'
is the burden I bore
where my dreams only this once to date
have been a happy place...............
(April 19, 1997)