sweet daring forever internal enigma
with your brave sad heart held ever so wide
come share with me
your beloved co conspirator
the great secret that traces fear to your
swift enveloping tide
as pride's near perfect pendulum swings
ever as always high
oh so very high
the gales of guilt often begrudge happiness
the sweetness for which it sings
as only one man can know the full extent of
his own life's most guarded lie
oh, so tenderly misguided, breathless
retreating amour
a falsehood of staggering height lingers
on up ahead
where age old deeds need never to be repeated
in thought nor deed
for never too often only further the buoyant
spirit of no more
and in the horrified heart there wages yet
another seemingly unwinnable war
clear cut truth in exchange for possible
rejection to the faith of the wind
while listening for the mute strain of logic
specified in my previous mention
and sleep none too peacefully so once again
in your much too forbidding rambler's abode
haunted as you are from absorbing the
initial shock from settling into your very
own core
a white blustery flustered, pinched willow
sways in the backyard of your ill chattering
morrow's forseeable landscape
trading it all in just to get a step up
but tell me was it and is it still worth
such volatile emotional rape
some would perhaps murmur yes
but not you , I would guess
no, you would scream it
but only to the most deaf of all listeners
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(June 30, 1997)