in a flutter of worry
down all the petty wants came
disengaging the grace of the spirit
from that of its opposing core
desperate hands to the for front
shouted a silent yet bittersweet
'no more'
and the almost crippling insanity
mutilated her supposed prodigy
unbeknownst to her gullible amour
slipping death like from her hand
to the cold Formica floor
spilling many of her once so well
hidden flaws
onward and upward they say
but for the inward she crawls
as outward melts all
but what for
never known
never sewn
only shifted backwards
and now outgrown
and to a painfully sharp point
is her vile string of contradictions
shown
a once crush disembodied now beyond
recognition
such a pitiful word to apply to she
the initial feeler
but perhaps in so
we somehow manage to come full circle
and learn from the ever so solitary
crisis
and are able once again to pick up
the unharmed pieces as we go.............
(Feb. 21, 1995 pm)