taste no pain
feel no grandeur
allow mindless ecstasy to have full reign
and misery shall in the end pay for its candor
I had a delightfully delicious dream about you
only it wasn't really you but me wearing your
clothing instead
what do you think such strange imaginings mean
that we are perhaps cut from the same fine bolt
of cloth
why, I could shout to say well I suppose
but tender uncertainties and half truths
have a curious way of bumping into each other
much too often nose to nose
and we lecture to ridicule circumstance
that poses the innocence of coincidence
as fate
there must be a reason why reason itself
gets so unrecognizably stretched out of
shape
that we deem such dubious doings as utterly
innate
when in reality we know that it is not
this too common behavior stands only as a
veiled excuse
or rather a weak excuse given in hopeful
exchange for a bit of emotional immunity
immunity from some all too real so very
fearful feelings
so complex sometimes are they
that we become inept to fully comprehend
the inner workings of our very own hearts
what makes us tick like time pieces crafted
by the far sighted time maker
hearts that we, while foolishly still too
young place on emblazed display for all
the envious world to see
but unlike the lackadaisical aging of the
universe
we all do indeed grow up
and we sometimes stumble as we learn
that the only way to get such a glorious
time piece to run smoothly with in the
proper sequence of such imperfect humanity
we personally feel we must put ourselves
out to somehow explain
which means we believe ourselves capable to
succeed
only if we tear the entire system apart
and rebuild it a new in the shadows of our
own likeness
and from this narcissistic notion
unto a tumultuous world
there born to infiltrate our lives
was greed........................
(Feb. 10, 1997)