how all too conveniently we forget
and or lose the initial sense of love
but we always can recall the pain
and it hurts as it haunts
and tediously taunts
even the most profoundly strong man
without even one virtuous instinct
left in itself to try and wane
more is the pity
when the one in question is ever so pretty
delirium is not solely lost to the seedier
likes of the criminally insane
why, even I have suffered from such
mysterious ailments of uncertainty myself
refusing all the while every offered
ear, hand or sympathetic shoulder of even
the most minimal help
for I, in my pain would much rather prefer
to point the finger inwardly until I've
broken myself from these feelings of blame..........
(Jan. 26, 1997)